On the road to ... Recovery ...

I guess recovery is the word I'd use. Yesterday was the first time in nine to ten months that I sat down at my computer and wrote.

Yes, Finally, I wrote!! I started a Sci-Fi story and it just flowed and flowed to me. The plot is thickening in my skull as I write 

So you could say I'm excited!!!! YAY ME!!!!

Obviously the regiment of vitamins is working!!

I have noticed a change, slowly but getting better from the B12 weekly shots, and all I can say is YAY!!!!!! Thank the creator!!!! 

It's not easy not being oneself and knowing something is wrong but it's damn hard to figure out what it is. I actually felt like I was losing my mind  It's very frustrating. 

Hey when the lady from corporate calls and says 'what's going on with you? you don't make simple mistakes like this, you never have in the five years you've been here. Are you alright?' ... you know something's up. Thankfully mine was totally fixable!!

I feel so much better now and on the road to my old self ... uh -oh you may want to run hahahahaha LOL  

So, YAY a new story on the way!!!!

The Hero: Alpha all the way 

The Heroine: Independent, No shit taker  ...

Ah the stories of erotic romance

To bad I have to go out today 

That's OK, it's an hour drive ... hehe ... and I'm not driving =

that's how stories are made

Writer's Block, No, Writer's ....

It's not writer's block -- It's no writing energy. The worst thing I could be going through! It's not that I don't have plenty of ideas swirling around my brain, but to sit at my desk and put them down, well ... *sigh*

There's this little thing called B12 & D Deficiency that I'm going through and the suckers are so low, I have to give myself weekly shots and take the pills. 
Good Grief Charlie Brown!! 

Well the little suckers are messing with my energy levels, thought process, memory and sleep patterns, it's highly frustrating when your in the middle of something and -- BOOM -- GONE. Grrrr Arrrggg!!  thankfully I have noticed some improvement since I stated my shots and vitamins.

It takes all my energy to come home from work and make dinner, then I end up falling asleep on the couch and being woken up by my husband or son, saying ' hey, go to bed.' I do and then I'm wide awake two hours later

Thank goodness for those two! The left over's get put away and the dishes have been rinsed and put in the  dishwasher. 

So I'm hoping this will pass quickly, and I'll start feeling like myself again. It frustrates the crap out of me when I want to write, but can't dredge up the energy to get there. But from what I've read it takes a little bit for the levels to even out. *sigh*

Well, I guess I'll just have to -- eat a lot at Thanksgiving!

Good luck to anyone going through the same thing!! No, you're not going crazy ... well we're all a little crazy, but you're not losing your mind!! Well we could be losing our mind ... OH HECK, just eat pie!!